alright here is another song installment from Me:

Verse 1:
A part of me wants to leave you alone
A part of me wants for you to come home
A part of me says I’m livin a lie (and I’m better off without you)
A part of me says to think it through
A part of me says I’m over you
A part of me wants to say goodbye
A part of me is asking why

1st Pre-Chorus:
A part of me wants to leave
But a part of me wants to be here with you
and everytime I think that we’re over and done
you do something that gets me back lovin you
and you got me just torn

Chorus:
Torn in between the two
Cause I really wanna be with you
But something is telling me that I should leave
You aloneeeeeeee (leave you alone, leave you alone)

You got me just torn in between the two
Cuz I really wanna be with you
But something is telling me that I should leave
You aloneeeee (leave you alone, leave you alone)

Verse 2:
What hurts the most is when we started out
It was cool it was everything that love�s about
But something happened
Cause I�m feeling so burned out
Becuz I can’t understand you now
(I just can’t understand you noooowwwww noooooooo oh)
A part of me says it�s all my fault
A part of me says he aint� what you want
A part of me says to get my bags
A part of me says I can�t do that

2nd Pre-Chorus:
A part of me wants to leave
But a part of me wants to be here with you
And everytime I think that it�s over and done
You make me fall back in love
You got me just torn�between the two

Chorus:
Torn in between the two
Cause I really wanna be with you
But something is telling me that I should leave
You aloneeeeeeee (leave you alone, leave you alone)

Bridge:
So many times I, I was ready to go
So many times I, had my foot out the door
So many times I, I thought to give him a chance
Thought he�d be a better man
Now I�m sitting here and I�m so confused
Cause I keep fighting myself for you
I don�t know how much more I can take
But I can�t feel this way
YOU GOT ME SO TORN!!!

Chorus:
Torn in between the two
Cause I really wanna be with you
But something is telling me that I should leave
You aloneeeeeeee (leave you alone, leave you alone)

Alright…I am torn between 2 things and 2 ppl…. sigh… I really like this one guy, but something is telling Me I should leave him alone. I have a low tolerance for fuckers playing games with Me, see blog entry about this dude I cussed out (no, I’m not looking for a link). So yeah… 2 guys, 1 who lives hella close, another one who is a “fly by night” person. Meaning this person travels a lot… Then you have the business/pleasure aspect. I don’t think that it is worthwhile for Me to invest any feelings with someone who I may be working with in the future. I think, scratch that, I know I am going to keep it strictly businesswise. Because if I don’t, then that will stop Me from making My money. Now, we both know that I love snatching money from My piggies. So yeah, I think that’s what I am going to do.

Now onto this other dude, damn… I dunno what the hell is going on, black men suck This guy has been just a complete total opposite from what he used to be and a lot of “OURS” is being used in conversations. Like uh…what?? Hmmm, I dunno about all of that. Then again, he is here and when I want him to come over, it can be done, I don’t have to pencil some time in with said person.

Yanno what, maybe I should just be a lesbian and get it over with Okay, that was a joke, because I’d miss big black cock tooo damn much LMAO!

They both have qualities that the other one doesn’t have. *shrugs* Can a bitch just get a good dick down and keep it moving???

Omg, guys, I look SOOO fucking hot today.. Lemme post a picture of Me. I sent some pictures to one of My male friends, I haven’t heard anything back, so he must be pulling his dick to My pictures *SIKE!* I look so damn fly, I’m telling you this full figured vixen is getting better as the days go by.

I have some sessions to do on Friday, this particular guy wants to be My sub sooo bad. Another black man…I so do love having a black man serve Me, I guess because they are so far and few in between, that when I get one I get all giddy. There aren’t a lot of black men out there that will ADMIT that they have certain fetishes, so when one comes along, I love playing with them. This guy has a lot of fun fetishes, I so can’t wait to get him under My spell. This sub claims that he is going to have a gift for Me. I told him what I wanted and I soooo better get it. I think, KNOW, it will look so damn hot on Me!!!

Okay mutts, here are the pictures:

Damn, that’s one Fine ass Caramel Vixen!

I am done with cam for the meantime, but still call Me, My lines are OPEN!!!