Wow! Can you believe it…this year is over. How about this DECADE is over! Crazy, right? Where did the time go? What did I do? How come I don’t remember…man, it’s insane. I know one thing I am 100% blessed to have gone through this year and am able to see 2011 (God willing). I wanted to do a year in review because some GREAT things, good things, bad things and SUPERSHITTY things happened this year. Some of the supershitty is personal that just won’t be exposed for OBVIOUS reasons. I’m going to go month to month and put some details in it here and there. This should ruffle some feathers and don’t worry I will leave names out to protect the innocent guilty Heh. Please note if I don’t mention you, it’s not because I don’t like you (well some of you) but probably because I’m hella forgetful.

JANUARY
January (from what I remember) for the most part was a quiet month. I still wasn’t back to blogging on this site after two years. I was still on twitter “micro-blogging”. I believe only 2 guys took up My actual “time” as far as relationships go. I knew I was broke from Christmas as I always am well not BROKE BROKE, but I spent about 4k for Christmas of 2009, crazy I always say no more….never again, yet I do it Talk about a tradition. I had a manager, she was pretty cool…we worked on tons of plans to get me “going places”. I knew she had a lot on her plate managing others, so I knew that this was going to be me being patient. Oh boy, do I need patience LOL

FEBRUARY
Go shawty its My birthday, we’re gonna party like it’s My birthday! Yep February 11th, 2010 My birthday…I turned _ _ years old. SWEET! To celebrate My birthday, someone who I met on twitter was having a foot fetish party and asked me to come out, so YEAH…My first debut party which I was hosting shooot go headdd work it! Ugh. The day before it snowed. bad. ICKY…well needless to say that party was *NOT* a success. I hate snow! Still dealing with the same 2 men in My life…cool

Hmm let’s see what else…Oh yeah I was dumped by my manager. She realized that she couldn’t work with me because her plate was full…and/or she really couldn’t find gigs for me because I only did fetish and was a bbw. It was cool, professional. I was heated, no lie…but I *KNEW* it was coming, so it wasn’t a surprise at all…yanno? No hard feelings at all. I did meet with a potential “manager” via twitter and felt that possibly said person could take me to another level…so we worked and planned with a lot of things that I thought would work. Was excited because my trial & ERROR on “managers” were not the best. Was she different???

Oh I was making plans to meet up with a photographer to have one of my 1st professional shoots. Excited! Now, while I didn’t party super hard for my birthday, I did have fun on more than one occasion! Oh yeah I FINALLY came back to My blog after a 2 year hiatus…I know you maggots were happy as hell LOL

March
I remember it was STILL COLD AS HELL! sheesh…PARTY TIME…EXCELLENT! My “manager” wanted me to host this swingers party with JonnySlim so of COURSE I did it. I showed up in my fishnet outfit and was a good little hostess I was watching Jonny and his friend doing the damn thing, next thing you know my east coast boo had me against the wall and we’re fucking while watching Jonny. OH YEAH! That shit ret there was FUCKING HOT! I’ma blame whatever drink I was drinking..YEP I put on a show, something that I must say I didn’t EVER think I would do, but hey I did it NOREGRETS.COM baby! I was told I would get paid for the event, but needless to say, I didn’t and things just went SOUTH.

Now Jonny had introduced me to a good friend, my love bunny, MsMarshae We instantly clicked! She’s such a sweet kindhearted person. Oh I just LOVE HER! She’s a hustler and there’s nothing bad that you can say about her. ADORE HER! Jonny, Marshae, Jonny’s & Marshae’s friend and Myself and my friend were cooped up in this 5×5 room (exaggerating) doing some fetish filming LMAOOO. OMG GOOD TIMES IN THERE! ha! Oh I filmed my first porno video too Well, *I* wasn’t fucking…BUT I WAS DAMN SURE FILMING IT! That was my first time ever watching two people FUCK like WHOA…I was the camerawoman and truth be told watching Jonny & Marshae fuck was oh yeah…it was hella wet. I needed a pantyliner after that one yeah, tons of friendships were formed that day

I fell back off the blogging wagon again, life was a wee bit busy…

April
TAX TIME! I started getting massive amounts of clip orders, one that stood out the most was someone purchased over $400 in ebony fart fetish videos on my clips4sale store. LOL…That money was rolling in. I believe that month I made over 3k in that store ALONE Yep…I so do love my toilet farting and fart fetish bois!

Still with 2 men…one was on the east coast, the other on the west coast. The east coast guy was DEFINITELY getting more attention that ole boy from the West coast. OBVIOUSLY! Ahhh April came My foot puppy…I drained over $900 in one sitting in giftcards from him. That’s when I started to transform an empty room into my office. heh.

I also did my FIRST INTERVIEW EVER with Phat-Mag.com Read the article by clicking the link! A huge shout out to them…thanks for the love!!! Will ALWAYS appreciate it!

MAY
Honestly don’t remember to much of May, but I do know that’s when I met a good little white boy, by the name of slave andy! Heh…I remember we “met” on twitter, but I didn’t officially MEET him until May. We met up and we filmed and filmed and FILMED! Oh, he was a funny little character. What a good little slave he was IS actually! Here’s a few of our first clips below:

Black Boots Ballbusting

My black Baby Phat boots vs white slave andy. Talk about Interracial Ballbusting HA! This clip was filmed with SO MUCH ballbusting! Ball Kneeing! Ball kicking! Ball Squeezing! Face slapping, nipple pinching and humiliation!! A MUST BUY!!!

Caramel Dreams: Smothered by Ebony Ass

Wouldn’t you love to have 52 inches plus worth of ebony ass smothering your face? Of course you do! Well you aen’t worthy of that priviledge. You will have to settle for living vicariously through Caramel Dreams’ slave as he gets squished under her giant ass. When she starts to get bored she does some chest bouncing and facesitting while grabbing his balls. His screams are completely muffled by her ass that encompasses his face.

June
Summer is coming! Whoohoo My boobalah Marshae invited me to ANOTHER swingers party. (ay yi yi) It’s been months since I’ve seen Marshae so of COURSE I had to! DUH!! I love her! Wow, that swingers party was at TJslastingimpressions and WOWZERS! I was totally IMPRESSED with that spot. I made acquaintances with a lot of pornstars (altho I really don’t communicate with them, but I will speak if I run into them again) and watched a few fuck heh. Oh yeah….it was Danny Blaq’s bday party and that ish was HILARIOUS. I got on the stage and went into strippergirl mode ha! Good times! Oh & yeah #teamnohardcore

By this time I was in “feeding my manager/publicist with a long spoon mode” I wasn’t to thrilled with working somewhere and not receiving my pay for it, so I just distanced myself slowly, but surely.

I met up and filmed with another slave…a short shit he was Heh…he found Me on CollarMe.com and wanted to film, so what the hell, right? Check out some of our videos

Towards the end of the month, I also met with another slave thanks to The fetish pantyhose princess, Izzy Charm….slave steve. Many of you know slave steve from MANY videos that are located on My Female Domination site. If you missed some of our clips here’s a chance to get them:

Not a bad way to end the first half of the year, right???? Stay tuned for July-December

Heh..2 weeks ago I shot some footage with slave andy, and we filmed one of My most RACIST films to this date! I beat the hell out of slave andy. Tons of racial slurs, plenty of ballkicks, face slapping, boot domination and more. All of you fucking crackers out there WISH that you were in his place as I abuse, use and misuse this honkey. Oh, the joy I had out of making slave andy into My scared little bitch.

REPARATIONS ARE IN EFFECT!!!!!!!!!!!

Caramel Dreams has lured this little white cracker into a trap. She is going to make this cracker pay for being such a loser white boy. He tries to get mouthy but she abuses his balls badly enough to force him into submission to her black supremacy. Before he realizes it, this cracker has become a ruined mess kissing Caramel Dreams’ ass and boots all while his balls ache in pain.

Here’s a mini review from one of My cracker ass crackers:

i really liked it, it was sexy & hot,u were so demanding on it. he was really huret 2. i wold luv 2b like him 4 u,

Now stop salivating to the fact that I treat a white bitch the way he SHOULD be treated and stop fucking daydreaming that man, “i wish that was me” and

GO BUY THE FUCKING CLIP!!!!!

Foot Fetish seems to be one of the HIGHEST “accepted” fetishes around. While foot fetish is a HUGE “umbrella” niche, there are many “raindrops” so-to-speak that falls on that umbrella. This next list will be in NO particular order, I guess you can say this is what *I* specialize in, regarding the whole foot fetish scene

1.

Stockings or Nylons or Pantyhose …not 100% sure which one takes the “lead”, but something about sheer stockings with a reinforced heel toe gets you bois all riled up in your nether regions Heh.

2.

Soles, some feet are beautiful, but when soles are visible and they are smooth as a silk, it makes the soles fetish that much enjoyable. As you can see from the picture above I have some AMAZING ebony soles! Imagine receiving a footjob with a pair of smooth soles! Mmmmmm Is your cock hard yet, footdrooler?

3.

FootJobs, great seque from #2, right? heh. Unfortunately I don’t have many footjob videos…BUT I have definitely given My share of footjobs in the past. Hopefully in 2011, I can record some of these marvelous footjobs that I give…you can ONLY HOPE, footboy!

4.

Boot Domination, I think this picture says it all…doesn’t it?

5.

This next niche is one that MANY are into…Ballbusting. The power of a woman can be seen here. The forceful and hard kicks to drop a loser to his fucking knees in PAIN! The look of sheer TERROR on his face, not knowing when the next blow will land. YES! This is by far one of MY favorite foot fetish niches. That picture is of Me doing some ebony barefoot ballkicking.

6.

Crush. Now, while there are MANY different micro-niches under the Crush category. Crushing food, Crushing cars, & unfortunately crushing animals…There were NO ANIMALS HARMED IN THE MAKING OF THE VIDEO ABOVE

7.

Dirty Feet. Having your Ebony Foot Fetish Goddess COMMAND you to get on your knees and lick Her stinky, sweaty and dirty feet cleaned is the highlight of your day, isn’t it boi? Ever so humiliating.

Stay tuned for Part 2 of this foot fetish addiction list. I want you to comment and to tell Me which of these in this first list gets your “gears” going…or should I say GROWING

I know I did a SHITLOAD of damage to your wallets. Raping and draining wallets and balls makes Me moist! My little foot puppy came out of hiding yesterday to wish his Foot Goddess a Merry Christmas and of course he HAD to cough up $$$ to Me, shit I mean it WAS Christmas hehe. So, I raped him for a measley $200 amazon gift card and a pair of heels from My wishlist and of course he bought a handful of clips. After his 3rd credit card he tried, he proceed to tells Me that I drained him! My work here is done HA! I love it!

During the time I was raping foot puppy’s wallet, sissy sally came by to tell Me she missed Me and loves Me. For the life of Me I couldn’t remember what slut *THIS* was, but apparently I used and abused her cunt Anywho, after a memory refresher, I realized that I haven’t seen this slut in like a year. She then proceeded to send me a $200 gift certificate and a $50 NF tribute.

Not bad for someone who wasn’t going to work on Christmas

With that said, you bois have 47 days before My birthday arrives!! February 11th! Let’s make it a good one!!! hit that wishlist up and get Me some awesome prezzies!!!!

Merry Christmas Losers!!!! Enjoy these videos of Me and My little elf, slave andy.

Mrs Claus Face Slaps

After doing some naughty things to this pitiful white elf, Mrs Black Santa Claus has to teach this little elf a lesson…if he DARE TELLS SANTA CLAUS, then I will do *MORE* then slap his face RED!!!!!

The Head & Nutt Cracker

Mrs Claus is torturing her little elf Oh Joy! Placing him in a strong scissorhold with her thick ebony legs. Wrapping her chocolate legs around his neck and squeezing, attempting to crack his head…and speaking of the HEAD CRACKER, she also sends blow after blow to his NUTTS with her size 9.5 ebony heel. OUCH! I so love the holidays!!!

Merry KicksMas

Merry Kicksmas Losers!!! This clip is with me and slave andy as my little elf and I bust him in the fucking balls for looking at me with naughty eyes. Watch as I make him count the ballkicks and ball kneeing and watch as I send him on his knees

Mrs Claus in: Facesitting, Booty Trampling and Ballslapping

Mrs Claus flings the naughty little elf, slave andy, onto the bed. She climbs onto him and facesits him. Smothering the little elf with her 53″ behind. After smothering him. She plops up and down on his chest putting all her weight on him. After some Booty Trampling…Mrs Claus facesits the naughty elf again and then starts to ballslap him, inflicting pain on his balls!

Mrs Claus In: A Coke, A Burp, Spit & A Smile

Wearing my mrs santa claus outfit with my yummy coke and I burp in slave andy’s face! Tons of burping..then I decided to share my coke with slave andy’s. I spit my coke DIRECTLY into his mouth!

So Enjoy yourself on Christmas, purchase all of My Christmas videos and while you’re purchasing YOUR gifts, you’re putting money into your Fetish Goddess’s hands!

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While doing some cruising on the internet, I come across an article about Michelle Ryan…Rex Ryan, the coach of the New York Jets and alleged foot fetish videos. The article stated that the woman in the video is a dead ringer for Michelle Ryan and there’s a man’s voice off-screen, that sounds like Rex Ryan . Now, everyone who knows Me knows I am a HUGE JETS fan. Panties, t-shirts, hoodie, yeah I love the JETS.

So as I’m reading this article I got EXTREMELY happy! Why? I mean sheesh, I *AM* the Ebony Foot Fetish Princess!

I *KNOW* if that IS Michelle Ryan, that she definitely received LOVELY gifts of shoes and possibly tributes sent to her. The majority of men are a SUCKER for a beautiful feet. And the cougar in these videos, IF it IS Michelle Ryan, is DEFINITELY a woman with some sexy feet!

That got you all hot and horny, didn’t it, you foot fetish freaks? HA! Of course it did.

Ok, back on topic…. *IF* this is Michelle & Rex Ryan, my thing is this…WHO CARES? Ok, sure Rex Ryan IS the coach of my favorite team the New York Jets, but damn…the videos from what I *am* understanding is that they were on youtube. I haven’t read any mention of the videos being on a Foot Fetish clips4sale store, like mines. Look, EVERYONE has different fetishes and IF the Ryan’s have alleged foot fetish videos so what? 1. He’s doing it WITH his wife. 2. He’s *NOT* running for office. 3. They’re not hurting anyone.

Ok, so let’s say it is them, now what? are you all going to go into an UPROAR and make Ryan step down from coaching? Highly doubt it. He’s good at what he does. Now, what we *DON’T* know is how long ago were these videos. (again these are ALL ALLEGATIONS) Pre-coaching perhaps? and again I say…SO…The…FUCK…WHAT!

This is from USAToday.com

New York Jets head coach Rex Ryan told players he was “embarrassed” by a controversy surrounding his wife on Wednesday, CB Darrelle Revis said.

Foot fetish videos emerged on the Internet with a woman who bears resemblance to Ryan’s wife, Michelle. Asked several times about the videos during his news conference on Wednesday, Ryan declined to address it and said it was “a personal matter.”

Revis told the Newark Star-Ledger that Ryan spoke to the team in the morning.

“He basically came in there and said, ‘You guys might know about the situation; some of you guys might not know,’ ” Revis told the paper. “‘You’ll find out later on today. Right now, I feel embarrassed, but it’s something personal with me. But right now we need to focus on Chicago,’ and he’ll take care of it from there.”

The Jets travel to play the Bears on Sunday. A win would clinch a playoff spot.

Jets GM Mike Tannanbaum pledged the “full support” of the franchise to Ryan. NFL spokesman Greg Aiello said the league considered it a “personal matter.”

– Sean Leahy

Re: the BOLDED part…it’s a PERSONAL matter, it has nothing to do with the Jets and how they can play as a team. That’s the problem with people…they need to mind their OWN business. If him and his wife choose to play footsies and wish to film it, why do *YOU* care. I don’t see any nakedness going on…do you? It’s feet…everyone has them and some men LOVE feet and will do ANYTHING for them! All of those up in arms are PRUDES. Leave the Ryan’s alone, let them focus on the task at hand which is KICKING the BEARS ASS!

To the ALLEGED woman in the video, (but for shits & giggles we’re going to say it is the Ryan’s for this particular segment): Michelle Ryan, I highly DOUBT that you or your husband will read my blog, but you have MY SUPPORT!! #1 as a BBW FETISH QUEEN and #2 as a JETS fan! Of COURSE these are ALLEGATIONS and nothing that is stated in this article is PROVEN TRUE regarding the Ryan’s and the ALLEGED foot fetish material, but if it *IS* I salute you!

In closing, here are some foot fetish ebony pics for you bois to drool at!

TO Rex Ryan I say this, *IF* you have a foot fetish, kudos to you! Feel free to visit my Foot Fetish Clips4sale store and enjoy yourself…at least this way your wife won’t be put in the spotlight for making them Trust me…I won’t say a word

********UPDATE**********

found this AMAZING quote by Darrelle Revis and I just HAD to put it in here and his words ECHO this blog, *excerpt taken from ESPN.com Revis didn’t see a problem with Ryan’s behavior, if he was in fact involved in the making of the videos.

“Foot fetish? Whatever. I mean, that’s his wife,” Revis said. “At the end of the day, that’s his wife and he can do whatever he wants with his wife. It’s not like he’s out committing adultery or anything negative.”

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Above is another tribute from My prospect, he’s a little “ROUGH” around the edges, needs OBVIOUS training and has the potential to be a good slave. So many hangups and does get on My nerves often, but it VERY obedient, like a good little puppy!

This Christmas is shaping up to be a good one….want to make it better? Want to do your part as a good slave? This is what you can do:

$100 tribute

$300 tribute

$500 tribute

ANY WILL WORK!!!

Don’t forget to pick up some prezzies from My Amazon Wishlist

A little incentive don’t you think???

One of my FAVE fetishes, but honestly I don’t DELVE into it as I should. With that said, it doesn’t mean that I know NOTHING of Financially Draining LOSERS like you, but what it means is that I don’t “PUSH” per se that fetish. There are 3 bois in My “harem”, “stable” “presence” who I can absolutely classify as a financial fuckboi loser.

My footpuppy has bought HELLA items off of My wishlist and if you do a search on here for footpuppy or footboi he *SHOULD* pop up along with the presents that were bought.

Then we have “disappointment”, who loves to send gift cards. I guess I should patrol my twitpics to pull up those pics and plaster them, but that means more work for Me to PROVE that yeah, I drained his wallet. BLAH. I’m good heh. I’ve furnished my whole office with his gift certs, I believe I drained him to the tune of 1k or so with amazon gift certs. *shrugs*

Last but not least we have My prospect! Oh, what a good boi he is. It’s only been a month and between Niteflirt, amazon gifts, and of course WESTERN UNION, I’ve drained him dry of over $2500, I’m pretty sure it’s more. He’s sponsoring my vegas trip that alone was over $1000. Oh and he got Me the camera that I mentioned in this blog not the first Canon, the second one, that was over $500. Tons of presents for My geek issues and My sons of anarchy addiction. Hell, the list goes on and on. I guess I SHOULD pull out these pics LOL! Oh & sheesh the clips4sale sales. HA!

My little prospect wasn’t a FOOTbitch, but he picked up a couple of clips from My ebony foot fetish clips4sale store and he let Me know how addicted he is to My feet and is falling deeper for Me. I love it when a plan comes together! HA!

So like I said earlier, I may not FOCUS so much on financially draining pets, but I guess I do it in My *OWN* way. Clip draining, cam draining and of course My dominant voice that puts you under My spell. Not bad for a BBW Ebony Domme? huh?

Was having a discussion with the lovely Asian Goddess Karen, about FinDomme and she tweeted to me:

I guess if Karen says it, I believe it, and that settles it for Me

With that said, you bois click My tribute buttons, purchase clips & continue to fund My VEGAS TRIP!!!

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Here are some amazon pics that I fished from my twitpic page

Flip thru the twitpics to see the other amazon gift certs & prezzies I got, I have other pressing things to do than to pull out proof pics!

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That’s all you get ass worshippers, so go ahead and drool…& visit My ass fetish store and buy some clips!

These are a few of My favorite things hehe I love teasing and denying you bois….teasing you with My 53″ ass

Or My 42DD’s

Hard Yet I have a couple of bois out there who HAVE to edge EVERY NIGHT to My videos and pictures. If you fail then of course you *HAVE* to pay a CUMTAX isn’t that right Prospect?

I remember a year or so ago, I had a couple boys I had in CB3000, check out the picture below:

Imagine being locked up and this Fetish Goddess is teasing you, showing you tons of pictures and videos that YOU of course are paying for and there’s nothing that you can do. Oh and don’t think that you have the key that you can just UNLOCK your cock and wank. Oh no, little one, I HOLD THE KEY! hehe…Yes, that’s right, I’m a KEYHOLDER!

Interested in male chastity and unsure of what it is: Taken from Chastity Lifestyle

Male chastity when practiced as a lifestyle can be an all encompassing componant of a relationship, not just a sexual game. Chastity and D/s lifestyles tap in and blend the mind, body and emotions of the Dominant and submissive.  Chastity is an intellectual, physical, emotional and sexual experience.  It's an extension of control that a male submissive can truely relate too.  Control becomes real in a very physical scense and is enhanced by the intellectual response to this control of the male's sexual desire.

Male chastity is about tease and denial and control of the male's desire to achieve release. Chastity play is about creating wanting and longing in the male sex drive, but staying locked in a chastity device until orgasm is permitted by the dominant partner – usually the wife, girlfriend or Mistress.

The Spice of Chastity
Chastity is a powerful way to add excitement and eroticism to a relationship primarily by the use of chastity device.  Chastity is charged, erotic and exciting because the man is kept on the edge and though frequency of orgasms is not as often as the "normal" male, most appreciate the rare yet overwhelming orgasms that follow.  The release date, continuous tease and denial and control of the male orgasm is what makes chastity work.

First, chastity works best when practiced by a couple already in a loving, stable and sexual relationship.  The couple should be developing or already have open communication where both are able to openly discuss their fantasies, sexual topics and generally what they find erotic.  For many couples, especially where the male is hesitant to try chastity, talking and creating the fantasy is the way to approach the topic.  For many men it's a fairly big step to give up control and/or the possibility of experiencing "unwanted" pain or discomfort that would be caused by wearing a device.  This is one of the reasons for this site – to help create the fantasy and to provide education and insight into chastity play.

Simply put male chastity is about denying a man's ability to achieve orgasms, limiting sexual stimulation to his penis, and giving control of one's sexual release to a keyholder.  A keyholder is usually the female dominant in the relationship who holds the keys to the chastity device.  She makes the decisions as to when (release date), how often (frequency), and in what form the male will be allowed to achieve orgasm.  Form may be sexual intercourse, masturbation, prostatic milking and in a D/s context it could be by some form of humiliating act of sexual release.

For most practitioners of chastity it's not about the denial of sexual intercourse or sexual intimacy.  It's about the control of when and how orgasm will be permitted – while creating a build of tension from regular tease and denial play.  Some men and women have concerns of losing that "closeness and intimacy" that physical love making brings to a couples relationship.  Oddly enough, many report that "love making" and "intimacy" actually increase when chastity was introduced to the relationship.  Part of this is due to the re-focusing of the males sexual energy onto his female partner.  Again, many couples continue to engage in regular or even increased sexual relations and/or sex play.  It's just that the male partner is not achieving orgasm during every sexual encounter.  In a D/s context the pleasure is more focused on the dominant female partner…but the intimacy of the couple is still intact.

Again, chastity is not about denial of sex and intimacy.  It's about the build up of frustration and the hope and anticipation for orgasm which is the spice of chastity.  Now there are so many roads to follow in this cycle of "frustration, anticipation and finally orgasm" – tease and denial. We won't discuss them here but it comes down to how you and your partner decide to incorporate chastity play into your relationship – vanilla sex play, BDSM or in a FemDom lifestyle relationship.

 
For many submissive males it's about the willingness to please their dominant partner.  Knowing that by giving up power, pleasing his partner and bowing to the wishes of his Mistress he will earn orgasms.

For the dominant females it's about taking control and creating a charged environment where her pleasure comes first and she finds excitement and eroticism by exercising that control.

I’m going to start keyholding services again for My bois out there interested in chastity. If you’re interested in purchasing chastity devices, I would suggest visiting CB-6000 for your chastity device needs. But in the meantime, make sure you call Me on Niteflirt so that I can tease u and if you think you can REALLY handle it Call My cam line